Feeling very melancoly today.

I think that is has something to do with the fact that I cannot come up w/the money to pay my last sememter's tution and now I cannot register for any classes.

Now that I have a new car my budget is extra tight! So I'll be working overtime as much as I can this week. I still owe Val 50.00 for his xmas present and 210.00 from last month's rent. Not to mention the 100.00 I owe my mother. How depressing to owe everyone so much money.

I wish I had the nack for writting, then I could be productive doing something. But I have nothing that I feel passiontly about. I really like the idea of being an esectician (sp). I'm always making herbal skin care products and bath salt and scrubs. But can I really make a living doing that?

I hate the fact that I'm feeling depressed. So many people have it worse than I do. I don't want to seem ungreatful, I'm not ungreatful. I'm thankful for everything that I have. Really I am. I just feel like my life is totally pointless. I have not motivation to do anything at all and it really sucks.

It sucks feeling this way.